so it feels like i’m counting down the minutes before i’m allowed to stand up &leave for college. i’m already in my boots, bag packed, ipod in my ears. but i don’t like to let myself leave the house until at the earliest of 0850 because otherwise i’d be stupidly early. &it’s not like it was when you were early at the girls school. there you’d be able to sit &talk with friends, being in there from 0830 left you with the best feeling by the time the 0855 lesson started. at the college it’s different. people don’t expect you to arrive until 0900. there’s not really a set place to go, particular people to see. i like that but don’t at the same time. i know now that i’m going to walk too fast &be early anyway just because i’ve recently gotten so paranoid about being on time. i don’t like being late without reason. ‘&we drift deeper into the sound.’
‘traveling somewhere, could be anywhere, there’s a coldness in the air, yeah, but i don’t care. we drift deeper into the sound, life goes on. we drift deeper into the sound, feeling strong. so bring it on. embrace me, surround me as the rush comes.’ this song lights my soul each &every time i hear it. i hadn’t realised that before.
